Thank you Muaz :)

Assalamualaikumwarahmatullahiwabarakatuh!

Rasenye da dekat setahun tak write dekat blog. Sebabnye adelah, Muaz secare tak sengajanye terlupekan password gmail i. So takleyh la nak write dekat blog. Bukan salah Muaz pun. Salah i. Asyik mintak tolong and harapkan Muaz. Hihi.

So, did u guys miss me? Sobs Sobs. I miss you too. 

Oke. Mari ceritakan ke-disaster-an hidupku pade minggu ini yang mmg telah sedia disaster bermulanya sem 1 year 3 ni. Bile dekat dekat nak final ni. U know je lah. Lots of stuffs nak kene submit, nak kene present, nak kene finalize. Boleh tak laptop i yang rupawan tu leyh hardisk rosak???!  And you know it bile hardissk rosak jadi ape. Mmg hancur luluh hatiku. Hancur. Lebur. Rase nak pengsan. Terjun bangunan.

Then, this week. Muaz datang Kuantan. Pinjamkan laptop die and i pun dengan gigihnye, pasrahnye, tabahnye, buat keje dengan tekunnye. Sampai cakap dekat Muaz. "Abang datang jauh2, adik nak dating jalan jalan borak borak dengan  abang. Taknak study da. Da la tu. Jom la dating" and Muaz said " Takboleh lah adik. Kene siapkan keje keje ni. Dah nak dekat final. Nanti nanti boleh dating" Mase ni. Memang perasaan die sangat la tak best. Tapi ape boleh buat. Harddisk rosak. Semua file hilang. Memang fail la semue subject kalau tak buat balik.

Sedih. Pasrah. Kecewe.

Berlalunye 2 hari Muaz dekat Kuantan begitu sahaja buat keje keje duniawi sebelah die and barely talking pun dengan die. Tupun mase buat balik keje die banyak tolong. Bagi semangat. Jangan give up. Bagi idea. Suruh sabar. Uuu baiknye Muaz. 

Hari ni. Anniversary kitorang. Dah 1tahun 2bulan kitorang fall in love w each other. And da 1tahun 2bulan tu jugak la Muaz bersabar with everything, tolong i mase susah, nasihat i bile give up, teman study malam2 walau jauh (tapi limit 11.30. Muaz tido awal. Heh heh heh), kejut subuh hari hari (tengok sape bangun dulu die kejut), doakan mase kuiz, tenangkan i bile markah exam tak best sangat. Dah 1tahun 2bulan and he still doing all these things (except bagi surat cinte #hint: abang adik nak surat cinta. hihi)

Dearest Muaz,

Thank you for always being closest to me even when we were in separate time zones and separate stages of life.

Thank you for not letting us get split by dumb facts like distance or time.

Thank you for never giving up on our relationship, for never shrugging and being like “Eh, things change, people change” and drifting away vaguely because we’re victims of circumstance.

Thank you for taking care of me in every way possible, for being there when no one else was or wanted to be and when you didn’t even have to be.

Thank you for being a different boyfriend than everyone else, different from the boyfriends who are only there for the fun things.

Thank you for always being fun even when we’re not having fun. I don’t know how else to explain that.

Thank you for believing in me when I was too weak and exhausted to believe in myself.

Thank you for not judging me when I did something really stupid, but also thanks for telling me I was an idiot and probably shouldn’t have done the stupid thing. Thank you for always being honest.

Thank you for doing all the things a real boyfriend does. For letting me sob into your shoulder when I need to and handing me the flask when there aren’t any more words.

Thank you for always knowing who I am and reminding me of that when I forget.

Thank you for being genuinely concerned with the outcome of my life and always listening, even when you’re tired.

Thank you for loving and I love you too sweetheart.

Thank you Thank you Thank you.

Love, 

Fatinkmz.

Slim River ku yang SLIM. hAHA.

Assalamualaikum w.b.t,

Hye peeps. Im currently dekat Perak.Slim River. Ikut mak kerje. Weehoo. Sambil sambil cuci mate. Dah ade kat Slim River ni. Harap2nye. Balik KL nanti slim la ek. Ngehehe. Kalau tak slim serious kecewe. *terjun lombong!* Over tak?

So as nak gy Slim River ni yang seriously la kan. Orangnye takdela slim mane pun. Haha. Kitorang sesat actually. Sampai masuk pejabat risda SERIGALA. Like seriously serigale kau. Seriously rase terancam. Ade few probability kenape it is given name as PEJABAT RISDA SERIGALE.

1)Mungkin dekat area tu banyak serigale?

2)Mungkin lelaki disini seperti serigale aum aum nye?

3)Mungkin owner die binatang kegemaran die adelah serigale?

(Oke tigetige hanyelah rekaan sematemate. No hurt feeling plis?)

 

So setelah onak duri badai melande, we managed to arrived dekat tempat yang dihajati pergi. Actually mak pergi kursus. And i sebagai anak bongsu (untuk sementare waktu) soi ikut la. Lagipun nak teman mak drive sebab driver risda semue fully book. Amboih kemain lagi fully book ek. Hihi. 

Dekat sini malam die. ERGHHH. Sejuk. Sebab kitorang dekat kaki gunung. Nearby ade air panas. Tapi orang tempatan (aiceyh. bajet i foreigner oke?) tak bagi even celup kaki. Apetah lagi mandi mande. Diorang kate air die extremely panas. Melecur nanti. Tapi takde la sedih sangat tak pat celup kaki kat air panas as nearby ade air terjun and sungai like betul2 depan bilik. Ngehehe. Air sejuk lagi best weyh dari air panas. Air panas seriously not cool okeh. Haha

 So, ni la tempat nye. Dalam ladang kelape sawit. Weehoo. Memang la tak sebest KL. Tapi. Best taw sekali sekale tukar angin. Serious best. Memandangkan mak orang kl. Nenek orang KL. So memang tanah tumpah airku KL la. Raye tak raye. Tetap Kl. So i could consider this is one of holiday la. Sebelum ni gy tioman. Burn kulit! Kat sini InsyaAllah kulit tak jahanam. Hihi.

Oke la. Da break timeda orang orang kursus. Nak kene makan lagi. Apesal la kursus ni asyik kejenye makan je. Memamng kecundang la slim dari slim river ku. Muahah. K la.Till then. Sayonara!

Dearest love :)

"Sometimes you really don't understand life.

You stop believing.

And you totally give up.

You think your life is a mess.

You want to hide, want to run away somewhere, out of this big cruel world.

And suddenly you meet someone so amazing.

Someone who wipes away your tears.

Someone who helps you lift up.

Someone who keeps your hopes alive.

Carries all of your worries.

All of your burdens.

You simply don't understand.

Is it a gift from GOD?

Or is it just an illusion.

And just due to that someone.

Out of all misconceptions, hurt and pain.

Unconditionally, surprisingly.

You start living A G A I N."

Happy Annyvessary Muaz :)

Today is our 9 months annyvessary. Ngade tak setiap bulan nak anny anny bagai? (suke hatilah. bagus la to appreciate each other kan? Hihi). Muaz tengah kursus lagi sekarang. Die kursus sebulan *sad*. Lepas balik kursus. Die kursus lagi katenye. Lepas tu offshore. Memang sia sia gua bercuti 3 bulan. Haha. Takpelah. Dah immune. Kadang die busy. Kadang2 i yang busy. Masing masing ad kerje and field masing masing.

Macam Muaz die dalam engineering field. Macam i, dalam medical line. So macam ayam and itik la kalau kitorang cerite pasal hal masingmasing. Kadang2 boring gak. Macam. eiii! u never understand me! Baik cakap dengan dinding! Tapi lame lame. Again. Immune. Haha. And kan. Kadangkadang bile one of us faham. Rase macam. AAAAAAAA. SERONOKNYE MACAM NAK MELOMPAT TINGGI TINGGI. oke over. (Tetibe teringat plak cerite kat Muaz pasal postural hypotension and die faham.) Hihi. Muaz the comel-est. Tapi trustme. Bile die cerite pasal kerje2 die. Gua pure2 angguk je. Padehal. Satu ape pun tak paham. Tapi nak ambik hati. Buat je la bunyik2 yang macam eksaited macam yang faham habis tu lah. hihi.

Oke dipersilekan tengok gambar. Sile sile.

Konon je sedih ape bagai bile offshore. Padehal. Cucuk langit oke. Muaz Pen-tipu!! Haha. Nampakne i sorang je lah sedih sedih. UU. Muaz jahat! Haha. Takpe. Sekarang dah season immune dah. Tinggal lah berape lame pun. Immune. Aiceyh kononnnn~ Kiki. Ps: Abang, adik da download skype kat baby note.

So thats all for now. Doakan this relationship sampai ke akhir hayat. Bile sampai "serunye", kitorang nikah. And bahagia all the timeeeeee! To my dearest Muaz, jangan nakal nakal kursus! Nakal siap la! Adik nakal jugak! Haha *peras ugut*

No one else would understand our relationship,

and no one else in this world would understand me the way you do.

Happy Anniversary!